The Perfect Balance

'lo!

Well, well, well... turns out I was brave enough to give Oberon my URL (and my bet is that you're reading this at some point ;) ) He read the whole thing, up to the post before the Mein Kampf, and now I guess he knows how my mind works!
Is this a good thing, or a bad thing?

Being open, letting everyone know your mind, not having any secrets - surely it's a bad thing; because you've got no thoughts that are just kept to yourself.

But then being closed and withdrawn, not telling anyone anything - surely that's a bad thing too; because it means you don't trust anyone.

So in order for it to be a good thing, you have to find the perfect balance between telling everything and telling nothing. Yeah, sure, tell your best friend the boy/girl you like but leave it at that - don't tell anyone else! Or, if your best friend has a huge mouth then don't tell her/him. I learnt this the hard way when the past 3 boys I've liked (the only 3 boys I've liked) have been the whole of Year 10's business!

Now that practically everyone in my year knows I like him, though, the rumours have started. Just tonight, I got a message asking me something which obviously wasn't true, and it just makes me wonder who comes up with these sorts of things.

I'M BACK OFF MY TOPIC AGAIN - has anyone noticed that I tend to ramble?

The perfect balance. Now, being me, with like ten best friends, it's hard to know who to tell what. But then there's different friends I go to for different advice - one for relationships, one for a blunt opinion, one for a reasonable explanation, one for background knowledge - the list goes on, and on. Mainly, I tend to tell all of my best friends the same though - all of them know my secrets, and if they don't know it then chances are no-one else does.

UGH. I've got an awful cough and I keep having to stop typing.

Anyway, yeah. I tell my best friends most things. But then, the problem I seem to have is that if I have a secret, I like people to know. I'm not quite sure why. It was like; because this blog had so much embarrassing information on, I wanted people to look at it; especially Oberon, because I guess I just like things to be in the open. That's why, if I do like a boy and they ask if I do, I'll very rarely deny it - stupidly, of course.

So there's an insight into the wonders of the brain of moi. Hope you enjoyed following the winding roads!

Yours truly
A train of thought (I'm green, choo-choo) xo